today i feel so trapped. i'm horribly anxious too, like I have no idea what's going on outside of my room. i feel like the
world is leaving me behind somewhere. its dark and small here. i just want to sleep and forget about it.
nothing seems to have gone well today. it never does. something always happens. something thats so easily
thought about over and over again. i dwell on alot of things that i don't like. things that i wish went differently.
there are so many of them to dwell on its overwelming. which is why its so dark and small here. the light can't
get through them.
